Something I Have To Do

Okay you guys know that on some blogs there are people who answer a random series of questions, then proceed on to "tag" another bunch of poor people, who are in turn obliged to answer the same series of questions.

It seems I have been victimized.

Im not exactly sure what the penalty for not doing the quiz is (probably die within the next 7 days, have 10 years of bad luck and not meet my other half for 50 years or whatever the usual jazz is. Not that itd matter cuz Id be dead anyway) but Ill do it anyway cuz I dont wanna seem like a wet blanket.

1.) The person who tagged you is:
- Nurulhuda Bin Something
2.) Your relationship with him/her is:
- Poly classmate / friend
3.) Your five impressions of him/her:
-emotional
-passionate about the things she believes in
-always horny
-strong on the outside, weak on the inside
-cheerful
4.) The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
Keep what she kept from me during my difficult period (the shoe episode) to prevent my burden from getting heavier
5.) The most memorable thing he/she has said to you:
"thanks ben"
6.) If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
have to circumsize myself
7.) If he/she becomes your love, the things he/she has to improve on will be:
standard of english. sorry babe! haha you know im very particular about that.
8.) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
Ignore her.
9.) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
She breaks my trust.
10.) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Give her a hug.
11.) Your overall impression of him/her is:
A bubbly person. Both figuratively and literally :):):)
12.) How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
That depends on the nature of the person we're talking about. Everyone cant feel the same thing.
13.) The characteristics you love about yourself are:
All the things I have learnt from the Dearest. The emotional and analytical skills, the resiliency... I cant even begin to count them.
14.) On the contrary, the characteristics you hate most about yourself are:
Im still weak on the inside.
15.) The most ideal person you want to be is:
Cant think of anyone, cuz theres really no perfect person in a perfect situation.
16.) What do you have to say to the people who love and care for you?
Id do the same thing for you.

So to prevent the quiz disease from spreading, I shant tag anyone else, and let this end here. ^^

Understatement

An understatement is defined as calling the past 2 weeks of my NS life a roller-coaster ride. Something closer to what I was looking for is "being at the eye of the storm".

The first three days were hell. You throw me into a pack of rabid males whos every action is governed by their basal instincts (i.e. lust) and you have one dead Ben. It really is terribly amusing how they can look at any female (and I mean any) and get all excited, though I can honestly say that Im not trying to say that Im superior in any way, because it really does take all different kinds of people to make up the world as we know it. I mean, thats just the way they are (or the way it is).

Oh man, and when they said that you see all sorts of people in NS, they werent fucking kidding. You have the permanent slackers, the ones who think theyre better then others and show it, the ones who cant shut up, the jokers, the ones who smell really bad and the really rude ones. You got englishmen, chinamen and tiananmen lol. You get people who think they know everything, and really do, as well as people who think they know everything, but dont.

And then theres me. :)

Why else was NS tough? Lets talk about the fact that Im not the sort of person to take orders from someone else, because the universe usually revolves around me. There are people who say that being a recruit builds character, and Ill tell you, as Ive told you a dozen times before, that people are stupid. Being one of the "lowest life forms" only makes me want to rage against the machine more, makes me want to attain power more and as quickly as possible so I can get out from this rut. It doesnt "make me a better person" haha!

Thank goodness for the bunkmates that make it a more livable experience. Of course, as with all bunk mates, there are the ones that are fun to hang around with, as well as the retards (yes they're everywhere). And when I say retard I dont mean the fun fun "haha youre a retard" kind of retard. Im talking about the really weird and stupid type of person.

3 Random Facts

1.) BMTC (Basic Military Training Center) School 1 and 2 are in entirely the same place. Its just one huge complex divided into 2.

2.) Prickly heat powder (aka snake powder) burns your genitals after exercise.

3.) Me and JinHong (now POPed) and Ernest are in the same company (Mohawk Company). JH and I happen to be in the most welfare platoon, and we both know the same sarges (one of which inspired me to become one myself)

Fear

With two days left to NS, a sense of dread has been starting to build. I dont really know what it is this sense of foreboding is coming from, cuz when I think about it, analyse it, theres really nothing Im afraid of.

But yet it grows and grows.

Maybe its the things Im leaving behind. I havent finished learning Aeris/Aeriths theme on piano. I havent finished Son Of Sparda mode on DMC4 (2 stages left). Ill be leaving someone in need of my help hanging.

But even if Ive finished all the above, I think Ill still feel it. Hmm.

SNAKE SOUP!!!!

Haha! It seems that nowadays all I do is post youtube videos on my blog, but what to do? Youtube is so interesting!

Todays Special is Snake Soup from Hong Kong. I think its in Tshim Sha Tsui or something like that. Couldnt really catch what he said. Jen, next time I go hk with you we go eat kk?



Man I think that snake queen really fearless. Its probably the best place to spend your office break, cuz you would be "eating snake". Haha!

End Of The World

Well if this is the way everything is going to end in 2012, Id just like to say that, Im sorry if I ever hurt anyone cuz of the things I did, or the things I said. I know my tongue is really venomous sometimes, but I really love all of you guys. I really do.

I just hope that the asteroid hits me (singapore) square in the face, so at least vapourisation will be a lot quicker then if you were on the other side of the world.

*sigh* oh well.

*Video credit goes to National Geog.

Scary

This post on MSN money caught my eye. It was a post on what would happen if we legalized all drugs, including the street drugs that people got high on. Most of us would think that the street would be filled with druggies that have no future besides thinking how they would get their next shot, but the argument given by them makes surprising sense.

Have a read.

What If We Legalized All Drugs